A poem that I came across while cleaning out my room. I wanted to save it somewhere and thought I would share it here.

Love Me Now

If you’re ever going to love me, love me now, while I can know.

All the sweet and tender feelings which from real affections flow.

Love me now, while I am living, do not wait until I’m gone.

And then Chisel in marble – warm love words on ice cold stone.

If you’ve dear sweet thoughts about me, why not whisper them to me?

Don’t you know, t’would make me happy and as glad as glad can be?

If you wait until I am sleeping, ne’er to wake here again.

There will be walls of earth between us and I couldn’t hear you then.

If you knew that someone was thirsting for a drop of water sweet

Would you be so slow to bring it? Would you step with laggard feet?

there are tender hearts all around us who are thirsting for our love

Why withhold from them what nature makes them crave all else above?

I won’t need your kind caresses when the grass grows o’er my face

I won’t crave your love or kisses in my last low resting place

So then, if you love me any, if it’s but a little bit

Let me know it now while I am living, I can own and treasure it.

~ Unknown author

Look, the blog is back! For those few that keep checking on my site. The server moved and in the process my files got moved to another folder. It turned out to be an easy fix but my life hasn’t been. This has been a busy year filled with travel, divorce and moving.

Now that the blog is back, look for changes at the first of the year. There will probably be a shift in my writing. Until then, have a great Christmas and holiday!!

She made it to round 2 so please vote for Black Essence.

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via The Tester Official Casting Call BlackEssence.

Here’s your chance to get cast on PlayStation® Networks original reality series for a chance to win an actual job working at PlayStation. Just create a profile that includes a photo and an optional short video about yourself. Then, make sure to get the word out about your profile because one lucky person gets voted onto the cast for Season 2.

via The Tester Official Casting Call BlackEssence.

Vote for Black Essence!!

Good news, the Sagan4 website is back online and virus free. We have been taken off the Google “bad” list and learned a big lesson in keeping wordpress software up to date.

Happy 4th of July everyone!!

I cleaned the blog site, it contained malicious code in each blog post. I updated the blog software and hopefully closed the holes. I resubmitted everything to google so hopefully the site will be unblocked soon. Stupid hackers.

The Sagan4 blog site is showing up in google as being infected with a virus. We have temporarily taken the site down until we can clean it and make sure it’s okay to use. Please bear with us, hopefully it will take just a day or two.

Wow, another month since I posted. Well this time it’s not a video place holder, I wanted to share that I finally finished adventure mode of Plants vs Zombies and gained by silver trophy.

The final battle included a zombie boss robot monster. Took awhile and three tries to get it right but I finished. Found out there is a cute video at the end of a flower singing while the zombies dance. Well done Pop Cap games. My games list has now been updated.

Yes I know that I’m six days late in posting this but better late then never. I know I haven’t posted much here in the last couple of months but I’ve been having a rough time in my real life. Major changes have happened and I’m still adjusting. I’ll try to start posting more and get back on track this year. But for now, I wish anyone reading this a good start to 2010 and hope everything goes well this year.